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Pandora tells Noor that she wants to overcome her programming. In particular, Pandora wants to be able to call Isabelle something other than "Mistress,"<ref>https://pandorastale.com/2022/06/07/chapter-8-page-10/</ref> because Isabelle doesn't want to be Pandora's mistress<ref>https://pandorastale.com/2022/06/08/chapter-8-page-11/</ref>.
 
In the flashback, Pandora realizes that she doesn't like being a boy, in spite of the fact that other boys seem to like it<ref>https://pandorastale.com/2022/06/09/chapter-8-page-12/</ref>. Pandora admits to a few other female helpersHelpers that she wishes she could be a girl<ref>https://pandorastale.com/2022/06/10/chapter-8-page-13/</ref>. The other helpersHelpers invite her to put on a girl outfit and hang out with them<ref>https://pandorastale.com/2022/06/13/chapter-8-page-14/</ref>. After getting euphoria when someone calls her a girl, Pandora concludes that she ''is'' a girl<ref>https://pandorastale.com/2022/06/14/chapter-8-page-15/</ref>, leading back to the events of the [[Broken, Part 1|first chapter]].
 
Back in the present, Pandora asks Noor if her nightmare means that part of her wants to hurt Isabelle<ref>https://pandorastale.com/2022/06/15/chapter-8-page-16/</ref>. At Noor's prompting, Pandora admits she gets frustrated with Isabelle<ref>https://pandorastale.com/2022/06/16/chapter-8-page-17/</ref>, and that she wants Isabelle to 'use' Pandora. Pandora feels worthless without being able to fulfill her purpose, and she thinks she is bad for feeling this way. She also notes that the only reason she is fighting her programming is that Isabelle wants her to<ref>https://pandorastale.com/2022/06/17/chapter-8-page-18/</ref>, and her programming requires her to make Isabelle happy.